第二波的袭击
一个月多，两个打击，原有的都瞬间被夺去。。。
好伤心好伤心。。。
这，是什么考验？
我，能熬过这考验吗？
我，有这么坚强吗？
我竟然开始怀疑我自己。。。

张心悦，你是没有本事的啦！不要发梦了！快起身！快从梦里醒过来，面对现实！好好计划未来，从新来过！

我不知道，几时，我才能不靠拐杖，自己真正的站起来~~~

Is that phrase referring to me?
Afraid yourself wants more, is it from me?

How I wish it is referring to me...
And I would answer you,
" Don't worry dear, I'm always here for you, forever ready for anything that you need. I'm not that powerful to help, but at least I have my ears for you. Do not afraid, as I'm willing to"

How I wish, this answer suit your question....


♥

矛盾~
我们什么都不是
自私的我却想把你占为己有
明白你的心情
更希望你也同样的明白我
却不想成为你的负担

也许，你们只是普通的吵嘴，
却想曾虚而入
真黑心！
难道，我不在乎成为第三者？
不！绝对不行！

一定，一定要坚持
自己的信念
对你有信心
我会继续的等

每一天，都有新希望
只求你，要对我坦白~

天！我自己到底在写什么？
到底在想什么？
到底还要什么？
笨蛋张心悦！

♥

BMS0008C
CHONG SIN YUE
910121-06-XXXX

OFFER OF ADMISSION-MAY 2011 INTAKE

We are pleased to offer you admission to pursue the following course at University Tunku Abdul Rahman (UTAR):

BACHELOR OF MEDICINE AND BACHELOR OF SURGERY
BANDAR SUNGAI LONG CAMPUS

The units to study in your 1st trimester are pre-registered as indicated in the Student Bill attached. You may register for new unit(s) or drop from registered unit(s) during the first 2 weeks of each trimester at your faculty.

Commencement Date of Course: 30 May 2011

You are exempted from the following unit(s):

MPW2113 BAHASA KEBANGSAAN (A)

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Just back from Sungai Long, found my room. ^^ Master room, but staying alone, RM300! It's a niceeeee room really!!

After I moved in, I'll take photo and post it in blog! ^^

原点

像是走了一个大圈，
我们，回到了原点。
虽然是原点，
这一圈，却让我们长大了不少。
所经历的，已经不再重要了。
重要的是，我们所得到的。

更懂得珍惜，
更懂得疼爱，
更懂得去爱，
更懂得，什么才是重要的。

过去，我们无法挽回，
未来，我们掌控不来，
唯有现在，我们好好把握。

今天，我们手牵着手，站在这原点，
一起为眼前的而努力，
为未来而奋斗！
加油哦！

♥

Dedicated to you~~

When the rain is blowing in your face,
and the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
to make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
and there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
to make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
to make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
and on the highway of regret.
The winds of change are blowing wild and free,
you ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
to make you feel my love
to make you feel my love


[i ♥ you]

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现在这样,真的是最好的?我犹豫。我,会贪心,想要得到更多,向那会属于我的。不,不在是我的了。。。要放下,真的不简单,所以我应该要学习知足。。对你的感觉,当然没那么快消失。。。如果可以,宁愿它永远持续。。你不需要,我自己就好。那份感情,对我很重要。。不能就这样消失。。至少,至少它让我感到那份喜悦。谢谢你愿意让我继续在你身边,借你我的耳朵。这就是我还能为你做的那么一点点。。交谈中的尴尬,难免。。你要知道,我,真的很好! 我,不难过!

如果可以, 我真像,真想回到过去。。。看见你被伤害, 却什么我都做不到。。。心,痛! 心,酸。。。你,要坚强! 我们, 都要坚强....

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♥

复杂

心情好不稳定。原来,放下真的很难。。。尤其是,这种时候。。。

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也许是我太天真了...再也不可能好像以前这样...变了，就是变了...... 可惜?! 没什么好可惜的，因为我什么也做不到，什么也帮不上忙。

最伤的，就是当我想起你对她的，比对我的来得多...对，我在妒忌。

Dreamed, Planned, Achieving!

Yea achieving, I'm achieving my dream! I was so happy and so excited yesterday once my application status is out. My mood was at the peak! Thanks God for all these.

Matthew 6:33 - But seek ye first his kingdom, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.

Right after my interview that day, I knew I'm doomed. Thinking to let go even to Manipal since in India I'll be totally cut off from the support or church. Our only one true God is really GREAT and MIGHTY. Nothing is impossible in Him. When we honour Him, he'll honour us. So always put God in the first place. What I've gain today is not because of who I am, but because of God. Thanks God and PRAISE the LORD! I'm still on my way learning to please and honour you God. Guide me and please show me your way.

April 2011, a month that I'll never forget, packed with a lot of stuff that made me grow.

Teck Huai:" All these happened must be a reason. What we need to do is to continue looking forward"

Yeah I'm totally agree with you! All the best to you and keep up the good work =)) Don't let things that's not worth to distract you from your studies and your goal. Let's JIAYOU together!

Limitation

I have to limit myself on something. I must! I don't wanna let things around hurt myself anymore...

1. Pavilion GSC

• Our 1st date, our 1st movie. Our 2nd valentine which we celebrated it together for the 1st time. Tickets are still with me, and I'll keep it well, in a place where I'll not see it easily. You said:"Every important event for us, we must come back to Pavilion GSC. Every valentine."

So I tell myself, I'll not go Pavilion for movies again.

2. Wangsa Walk Popoyes

• Here is the place we discussed about our future. And when we talked about religion-the main obstacle for us, we both cried. We cried because we are afraid to lose each other. We cried because we don't wanna lose each other. "No matter what, I'm sure we can overcome it together! because I love you..." you said.

3. Loh Pan Mee

• Your favorite food. And because of you, I get to know this dish. It's really yummy licious! Everytime we went to TBR for lunch, this is your 1st choice, with a lot of vinegar! A lot! But I love the taste. And I started to love this dish-Loh Pan Mee.

For now, no more Loh Pan Mee for me! =)

4. Snowflakes

• Again, this is the food you introduce to me. And it is really tasty and sweet! I love it! It was during 14/2.

Thanks for all the happy moment you've gave me. And because of your unfaithful, I grow up a lot.

每一个不敢再爱的女人，一定很深的爱过，看起来好象百毒不侵，其实早已百毒侵身。

Quoted from someone and A.G.R.E.E. with her! ^^

It's time to give my blog a new face! muahahahahaha!!

I wanna make it alive!

I miss you so much~~~ Want to find you, but I don't think it's an good idea... When can we have a chat? Just normal friend chat will do... I miss doing things with you... Anything things... Even when we're just sitting in the same DK, concentrating to our lecturer...

At least, we have something in common......

回到家，有好多感触哦~
开心，伤心，可笑，可惜，可乐，遗憾，难忘。。。统统都从我脑海里涌了出来。

人家说，死前往事会一幕幕的浮现。原来在一段感情结束之前，也会有同样的事情发生。

最近的心情好复杂。我还以为自己快疯了！哈哈！

我，向来就是个开朗的人。无论遇到什么，我都会先笑！（不是敷衍啦 =.=）笑一笑，没什么过不了嘛~

撑下去吧！时间很快的就会把记忆冲淡的！加油哦！

如果我这样做，会让你感到好过一点，我愿意。。。
希望，这不是我一厢情愿；
希望，你至少还有那么一点点的在乎；
希望，能在你心里多逗留一下；
希望，你脑海里还有那么一点点我们的回忆。。。

啊啊啊~~~傻婆！哈哈！想太多，犯贱 >.<"

好啦好啦，我不想。。。很努力的，我不去想，不去看。。。

我很清楚，现在最重要的是什么！
与神的关系！

你们要先求他的国和他的义，这一切都比家给你们。
（马太福音 6:33）

你对她做的，你从来没对我做过。。。
我真失败。。。。

计划，在筹备当中。。。。。

丁当~很爱过

谢谢你从来没有觉得我不够好
谢谢你守护我的每一分每一秒
谢谢当天塌下了 你也会帮我顶着
你的固执 谁才会懂
终于让时间回过头来笑我们傻
等暴雨都要淋过才能逼得人成长
没有地久没有天长 没有最美的花 只有遗忘能让眼泪流光
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是一切
也许以后再也没人比你更爱我
也许以后我也不可能再那样活
每当想起你的时候 快乐都比较多
也许快乐 是时间的幽默
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是一切
多少天 多少夜 爱一个人很难 爱自己更难
清晨醒来所有美梦都不见
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是一切

曾经，是多么的美好~~~

记得~林俊杰

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有以后
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到以后

我，撑得有点累了。。。

莫名其妙

Someone asked me to be her gf >.<" I never knew that you have this feeling on me... You know, we are friends, for so many years... I cherish our friendship really..

Furthermore, friendship last longer than couple... Don't wish to lose you as my friend...

I'm sorry...

Recovering~

I'm, feeling better today. Yea better! I'm happy and proud of myself! I removed the girl from my friend list. Not as painful as before when I read all those. I guess, I'm recovering! My body defense system not bad mar... ^^ Uncountable white blood cell! muahahahaha! This is, consider cell mediated mechanism huh? lolx! Biology! It has been a long time ago I touch it...

Have a wonderful chat yesterday night. Yea there's hope when we dream! ^^ DREAM Chong Sin Yue! DREAM! haha!