这两天心情还是好不起来。。。
我真的尽力了。。。还是做不到。。。
仍然无法把你放到一边去。。。
为什么会这样？
很不服气！很后悔！
后悔当初为什么要放弃？
有时觉得自己真的很笨！
复杂的心情。。。
我并没有伪装，而是我真的不懂要有怎样的反应和举动。。。
我不够大放，更没那么坏心眼。。。
所以我辛苦。。。
朋友，我绝对不相信你是有心要这么做，但我真的很不明白！
谁可以告诉我呢？
当初为了我们的友情，我宁愿放弃他。。。
如今事情却如此。。。
这真的不在我预料之中！
难过透了。。。
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Thursday, November 19, 2009
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
Results~
Finally, we get back all our results today... *sigh*
What should I comment about it? Hmmm... Not so good, not so bad... Consider normal I think.
Biology - 83 A-
Physics - 51 C+ (SUX!)
Chemistry - 61 B
Pengajian Am - 66 B
Mathematics T - 57 B-
MUET - 78 Band 5
Some of the subjects, I know I could do better... My Math and Phy really screw up! T.T Test3, you beat me this time. I promise myself I'll de better in Test4 and so on!
Friends, sorry for being so down today... Give me some times to deal with my problems here... Thank you all for being such concerning...
Thanks Xue and Queenie! I love you! ^^
*today had enough fun in Nandos and Family un Park in Alpha Angle...
What should I comment about it? Hmmm... Not so good, not so bad... Consider normal I think.
Biology - 83 A-
Physics - 51 C+ (SUX!)
Chemistry - 61 B
Pengajian Am - 66 B
Mathematics T - 57 B-
MUET - 78 Band 5
Some of the subjects, I know I could do better... My Math and Phy really screw up! T.T Test3, you beat me this time. I promise myself I'll de better in Test4 and so on!
Friends, sorry for being so down today... Give me some times to deal with my problems here... Thank you all for being such concerning...
Thanks Xue and Queenie! I love you! ^^
*today had enough fun in Nandos and Family un Park in Alpha Angle...
Run your own way...
I need you, is already become a past tense.
Though I love you is still a present tense.
And I'll be missing you, could be present tense or future tense.
Since the day we got our deciding sheet,
Both of us knew well that, we are on different track.
And thus, we've made the correct path for never start so that we never end.
Our friendship is still going on.
My wishes is still with you.
I hope yours is still with me too.
In this half year time,
We've been put into different situation,
And different community with people from all sorts of life.
Even though I thought out heart will never change,
However,you've change... (Or we?)
Thank you for being such honest,
And thank you for still putting me in your second place other than first place.
I'm ready to be taken out,
And I don't mind being your consultor.
You've find your new way and new hope so,
Run for it! I'll always supporting you from behind.
(I hope there'll be someone supporting me too...)
So, RUN!
Though I love you is still a present tense.
And I'll be missing you, could be present tense or future tense.
Since the day we got our deciding sheet,
Both of us knew well that, we are on different track.
And thus, we've made the correct path for never start so that we never end.
Our friendship is still going on.
My wishes is still with you.
I hope yours is still with me too.
In this half year time,
We've been put into different situation,
And different community with people from all sorts of life.
Even though I thought out heart will never change,
However,you've change... (Or we?)
Thank you for being such honest,
And thank you for still putting me in your second place other than first place.
I'm ready to be taken out,
And I don't mind being your consultor.
You've find your new way and new hope so,
Run for it! I'll always supporting you from behind.
(I hope there'll be someone supporting me too...)
So, RUN!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Karaoke~~
Today was my ever first day went to Karaoke to sing. I went to Green Box located in Sungai Wang with another 5 friends. (Well, I know I break my own rules... This is kinda bad news for me and, I'm sad...)
Above all, we had fun there! We sang for almost 4 hours... Should I go there again? Who knows?
Above all, we had fun there! We sang for almost 4 hours... Should I go there again? Who knows?
Monday, November 16, 2009
无言
今天，应该说是开心还是失落呢？
我真的不懂。。。
原以为今天能一次过受完所有的打击，
但却因为老师还没完成批改及考卷被锁在抽屉里拿不到。。。
结果今天只得到MUET的分数。。。有点失落。。。
对自己的作文感到十分的不满！
云顶下来后第一天上课。。。
心情，也许还未平复。。。
对一些人的行为举止，感到很不开心！
希望明天会更好咯。。。
今天，不是很完美。。。。
我真的不懂。。。
原以为今天能一次过受完所有的打击，
但却因为老师还没完成批改及考卷被锁在抽屉里拿不到。。。
结果今天只得到MUET的分数。。。有点失落。。。
对自己的作文感到十分的不满！
云顶下来后第一天上课。。。
心情，也许还未平复。。。
对一些人的行为举止，感到很不开心！
希望明天会更好咯。。。
今天，不是很完美。。。。
Sunday, November 15, 2009
起伏不定的心情
很奇怪。。。
我到底在做什么？
我到底要什么？
我不知道。。。
有时我脾气很不好，我知道。。。
请原谅我的臭脾气和一点点的野蛮。。。（这不是平时的我）
最近真的不明白我自己到底这么了？
很不想这样子继续下去。。。
很不习惯。。
几时才能做会真正的我？
以前开朗，没烦恼，又能常给身边的人快乐的心悦呢？！
我到底在做什么？
我到底要什么？
我不知道。。。
有时我脾气很不好，我知道。。。
请原谅我的臭脾气和一点点的野蛮。。。（这不是平时的我）
最近真的不明白我自己到底这么了？
很不想这样子继续下去。。。
很不习惯。。
几时才能做会真正的我？
以前开朗，没烦恼，又能常给身边的人快乐的心悦呢？！
失落
上两个星期还在考大考，可说是在最后一秒尽了全力。。。失败的话也只好怪自己之前的懒散和贪玩。。。
在考试的那个礼拜，好累。。。睡眠不足的面对每一张试卷。。。
成绩出来，一箩箩错误和粗心。。。
明天还要接受三重打击！
化学-不够时间
生物-没把握
MUET-作文离题了。。。
真的不懂明天会是怎样的一天。
花了这么多时间和精力，得到的是什么？
失落咯。。。
不能继续堕落！
这个放假，我要：
#1 完成所有物理功课
#2 完成数学1 & 2 的功课
#3 和朋友完成生物PROJECT （4 份）
#4 把LOWER6的课程搞好
各位朋友，加油啦！
祝我明天好运咯~~
在考试的那个礼拜，好累。。。睡眠不足的面对每一张试卷。。。
成绩出来，一箩箩错误和粗心。。。
明天还要接受三重打击！
化学-不够时间
生物-没把握
MUET-作文离题了。。。
真的不懂明天会是怎样的一天。
花了这么多时间和精力，得到的是什么？
失落咯。。。
不能继续堕落！
这个放假，我要：
#1 完成所有物理功课
#2 完成数学1 & 2 的功课
#3 和朋友完成生物PROJECT （4 份）
#4 把LOWER6的课程搞好
各位朋友，加油啦！
祝我明天好运咯~~
Thursday, October 22, 2009
I Met him!
Friends, i believe 91G sure know who is Wei Sheng... And i know some of you know well what happened between us last time... He is exactly a freak! Hate him sooooo much!
The recent happened story goes like this~~
Through Ah Zhen, i knew that he is also studying in TARC... And also a friends of mine from Kelantan told me many bad things bout him... (this girl is actually the 1 who called and scold me last time) The 1st day i met her, she didn't feel ashame of what she had done! What an idiot~ She don't really give me a good of her... So what she told me, i just "o..o...o...." Then Chien told me her friend tell her that Wei Sheng change a lot...
A month later, I got a friend request in Facebook and also MSN. It's Wei Sheng... At 1st i was really naive...i tot he just wanna be friends... plus i tot he changed ma... more matured ma... then be friend lo... oklo.. i accepted his invitation... At 1sy we didn'y chat much... Until 1 day, we chat in MSN... he ask for my phone no... I don't i should give onot... so i tel him:"i never change phone no... if u rmb then rmb, if not then suan lo..." In the night, he smsed me~~
We contact more frequent during that two days... Then, he start talking cork to me... He said actually he never changed his feeling towards me la... still miss me la...still like me la...bla bla bla bla.... [stupid]
I felt the strange, so i started to avoid him... i ignore his msg, reject his calls... I even do a call block list in my phone cause he really annoy me! His words make me feel uncomfortable...
Things go smooth...but not until today... [actually you guys can take the incident today as a joke] I went to library as usual with my friends. after sometimes of tiring study, me and Shi Xue went downstairs to play facebook. We wanted to play pet society!!! I simply find an empty space and sit down.... Shi Xue was behind me, using another com... Suddenly a strange feels flow out... Don't know why my heart beat at high rate. "Wei Sheng is beside", i wispher in my heart. I turn my head, looking at Shi Xue, and i can comfirm that the guy beside me is wei sheng. Oh God.. You must be kidding me... how could this be?? =.=" I quickly run to Shi Xue, then we went upstairs to continue study... lol~~
My mood gous up and down now... too much things happened today... I cannot deal with it... STRESS!!!
The recent happened story goes like this~~
Through Ah Zhen, i knew that he is also studying in TARC... And also a friends of mine from Kelantan told me many bad things bout him... (this girl is actually the 1 who called and scold me last time) The 1st day i met her, she didn't feel ashame of what she had done! What an idiot~ She don't really give me a good of her... So what she told me, i just "o..o...o...." Then Chien told me her friend tell her that Wei Sheng change a lot...
A month later, I got a friend request in Facebook and also MSN. It's Wei Sheng... At 1st i was really naive...i tot he just wanna be friends... plus i tot he changed ma... more matured ma... then be friend lo... oklo.. i accepted his invitation... At 1sy we didn'y chat much... Until 1 day, we chat in MSN... he ask for my phone no... I don't i should give onot... so i tel him:"i never change phone no... if u rmb then rmb, if not then suan lo..." In the night, he smsed me~~
We contact more frequent during that two days... Then, he start talking cork to me... He said actually he never changed his feeling towards me la... still miss me la...still like me la...bla bla bla bla.... [stupid]
I felt the strange, so i started to avoid him... i ignore his msg, reject his calls... I even do a call block list in my phone cause he really annoy me! His words make me feel uncomfortable...
Things go smooth...but not until today... [actually you guys can take the incident today as a joke] I went to library as usual with my friends. after sometimes of tiring study, me and Shi Xue went downstairs to play facebook. We wanted to play pet society!!! I simply find an empty space and sit down.... Shi Xue was behind me, using another com... Suddenly a strange feels flow out... Don't know why my heart beat at high rate. "Wei Sheng is beside", i wispher in my heart. I turn my head, looking at Shi Xue, and i can comfirm that the guy beside me is wei sheng. Oh God.. You must be kidding me... how could this be?? =.=" I quickly run to Shi Xue, then we went upstairs to continue study... lol~~
My mood gous up and down now... too much things happened today... I cannot deal with it... STRESS!!!
Wednesday, October 7, 2009
3 Weeks to final!
Left 3 weeks to final!!! OMG~
I've lots of thg to catch up le... =.="
Wish me good luck... siens~~
I've lots of thg to catch up le... =.="
Wish me good luck... siens~~
Saturday, October 3, 2009
PA tuition in Yakin Tuition Center
Today is my first time tuition in a tuition center. Interesting! This tuition center named Yakin, located at Petaling Street. I go there for my Pengajian Am tuition together with Xin Yin and Teck Huai. (If nothing happened, Shi Xue will be joining us next week. Teck Siang, join us also la...)
The fee here is quite okay...Not expansive compare to other tuition centre in KL. Registration fee RM20, monthly fee RM50. Class will be held weekly, 1 and half hour a class. From the teaching, we can know that the teacher is very experienced and his way of teaching is very clear! I love this kind of teacher.. XDDD
NO REGRET!
The fee here is quite okay...Not expansive compare to other tuition centre in KL. Registration fee RM20, monthly fee RM50. Class will be held weekly, 1 and half hour a class. From the teaching, we can know that the teacher is very experienced and his way of teaching is very clear! I love this kind of teacher.. XDDD
NO REGRET!
Collect question rather than doing it??
Yesterday during Physics tutorial, teacher wanted to checked our workbook! My first tough was, OMG! I didnt bring my book, but jz my quesiton papers... And I don't even finish half of all the practices... hehehehe~~ Since beginning, teacher gave us pratice from 1.1 - 11.2 but i jz finush up to 2.5, then follow by 4.2. meaning that, I didn;t finish my homework!
What should I do when teacher come to me? Me and Xin Yin keep laughing cz boh of us didn't finish our work. (Actually not many in the class done their work lor...) For me, i file in all my papers and the answers behind it. Once teacher take my file, then he keep praising me and try to show my work to Teck Huai since he didn't organise his papers well. (Teacher didn't realise that my papers are actually blank!)
When he realise it, then he ask me, "arrr.... this ar.. har... why got question, no answer. see... har..no answer one. ar...see....later i tell you father har.... say ur daughter never finish her work o... i oso dnt knw why...." =.="
Sorry sir...i'll try to catch up la...hehe... dnt tel my father!! XDDD I lov u teacher! hahahaha.... ^^
What should I do when teacher come to me? Me and Xin Yin keep laughing cz boh of us didn't finish our work. (Actually not many in the class done their work lor...) For me, i file in all my papers and the answers behind it. Once teacher take my file, then he keep praising me and try to show my work to Teck Huai since he didn't organise his papers well. (Teacher didn't realise that my papers are actually blank!)
When he realise it, then he ask me, "arrr.... this ar.. har... why got question, no answer. see... har..no answer one. ar...see....later i tell you father har.... say ur daughter never finish her work o... i oso dnt knw why...." =.="
Sorry sir...i'll try to catch up la...hehe... dnt tel my father!! XDDD I lov u teacher! hahahaha.... ^^
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Group Study
Today the 7 of us started our first "official" group study. ^^ (Oh ya, forgor to introduce my 6 gengs of 'crazy') Hehehehe.... Here they come~~
The not so gentlemen "GENTLEMEN" (hehehe)
From left, Teck Siang > Tong Seng > Wei Jia > Teck Huai > Vivian(me) > Shi Xue > Xin Yin
[this is our 1st unofficially group study in McD. A day before our PA test 2]
Girls are always~~~ NICE!!!
The not so gentlemen "GENTLEMEN" (hehehe)Right after our Physics lecture, we went to the library for our group study. We did our Math T1 and Biology. ENJOY!! We really study, with some fun time intervally... hehehehe.... We started from around 3.30pm - 6.30pm.
After that, we went to PizzaHut for dinner. We have 3 pizza, 1 large 1 regular and 1 personal... with stuff crust somemore!! NICE! hehehehe... We too, added lots of cheeze powder... Yum Yum~~
We found that group study is really useful since we did not waste our time in our bed or in front the computer (since we use to do that right after our class in house before this) To not to waste anytime anymore, we plan to stay in the library every weekdays to do our homework or study... People, this is a very good way to study! ^^
I'm very happy today! Thx guys.... XDDD
Sunday, September 27, 2009
发现~
刚在做数学1的功课。。。 做到一般就觉得很累了。。。加上有几题不会做。。。就更每心情继续下去了。。。
闲着没事就上网看看咯。。。雪说她放了新的POST在班的BLOG嘛。。。嘻嘻。。。
就这样不经意得到了雪的BLOG观光。Hao 爱她所写的哦！碧芬好体贴！你们大家都给了我一种很亲切的感觉。。。刚开始来这里读书还害怕会很难交朋友呢！但认识了你们，才发现这并不是很难的事嘛。。。谢谢你们！
过后又到莹的BLOG去看看。。。好像年甘马挽，好想念91G，好想念AWANA, MESRA MALL...
And I miss you all a lot!!!
Well, I wonder what's wrong with the computer... Cannot type in chinese alr... =.="
C ya guys!
闲着没事就上网看看咯。。。雪说她放了新的POST在班的BLOG嘛。。。嘻嘻。。。
就这样不经意得到了雪的BLOG观光。Hao 爱她所写的哦！碧芬好体贴！你们大家都给了我一种很亲切的感觉。。。刚开始来这里读书还害怕会很难交朋友呢！但认识了你们，才发现这并不是很难的事嘛。。。谢谢你们！
过后又到莹的BLOG去看看。。。好像年甘马挽，好想念91G，好想念AWANA, MESRA MALL...
And I miss you all a lot!!!
Well, I wonder what's wrong with the computer... Cannot type in chinese alr... =.="
C ya guys!
Friday, September 25, 2009
25th Sept Excitement
As what I said, we were told that we'll receive our Chem papers during our practical time. Who knows, teacher give it back to us during our lecture class! What an 'impress'. =.="
Getting so excited you know... LOL~ I've been dump up in this subject... ngam ngam B- for it. T.T Getting worse alr! So we planned to decide the time for group studying right after the Chem class ended, but no result yet... =.=" Btw, I'm happy with my Bio paper! 75, ngam ngam A-. XDDD Although I've been thinking to drop it when I was studying it. Lol~~ Now I think it is impossible for me to drop it lo cause I think it is easier for me to score and it is what I want all the way... During Bio class, teacher spoke out her feeling and her disappointment towards us. :-(
We feel what we feel as we had done something that hurt her and, not only our class ba... the other class, please behave also la although you all have someone better. Respect those who guide you and teach you.
Today is a nice day! ^^ Gonna work harder for this weekend. Gambateh everyone!
Getting so excited you know... LOL~ I've been dump up in this subject... ngam ngam B- for it. T.T Getting worse alr! So we planned to decide the time for group studying right after the Chem class ended, but no result yet... =.=" Btw, I'm happy with my Bio paper! 75, ngam ngam A-. XDDD Although I've been thinking to drop it when I was studying it. Lol~~ Now I think it is impossible for me to drop it lo cause I think it is easier for me to score and it is what I want all the way... During Bio class, teacher spoke out her feeling and her disappointment towards us. :-(
We feel what we feel as we had done something that hurt her and, not only our class ba... the other class, please behave also la although you all have someone better. Respect those who guide you and teach you.
Today is a nice day! ^^ Gonna work harder for this weekend. Gambateh everyone!
Thursday, September 24, 2009
The Will...
Just got back PA1 and MUET test score today. Not so good alr... 1st test better.... tomorrow will get bk Chem score... *nervous*
Before holidays, Me and my frens have a will to study hard! Yes, we must be consistent... Final test must have improvement... LOL~~ Cannot continue to be lazy liao... If not sure die!!
So, our will must be strong! XDDD
Before holidays, Me and my frens have a will to study hard! Yes, we must be consistent... Final test must have improvement... LOL~~ Cannot continue to be lazy liao... If not sure die!!
So, our will must be strong! XDDD
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Friendship~~
Friends,
Someone that I appreciate a lot!
Someone that I couldn't live without,
Someone that I thought I've own the best one ever,
Someone that I trurst the most,
Someone that I will do anything for,
Someone that I will sacrifice for,
Someone that I seach for help, and also I help,
Someone that I need during hardship,
Someone that I care a lot!
And also someone that hurt a lot....
Friendship is actually,
Much fragile than ever you thought it is...
Someone that I appreciate a lot!
Someone that I couldn't live without,
Someone that I thought I've own the best one ever,
Someone that I trurst the most,
Someone that I will do anything for,
Someone that I will sacrifice for,
Someone that I seach for help, and also I help,
Someone that I need during hardship,
Someone that I care a lot!
And also someone that hurt a lot....
Friendship is actually,
Much fragile than ever you thought it is...
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Steal time...
Got a chance to online now while my sis go for a bath. hahaha... XD Frens, how r u all? Doing well?
Hmmm...just finish MathT1, Phy and Muet test this week. Tmr will have MathT2 test... hope i can do well. XD just got back MathT1 result Monday ago.. Still boleh tahan la... 23/40. (3rd highest in class, but not in the whole STPM course ^^) but still have 10 marks with teacher which he gave us spot test Tuesday ago... 2 Partial Fraction question... I guess i'll die on this spot test... T.T
I thk tmr Phy teacher will give bk phy test marks. Nervous nervous nervous!!! By the way, I did not do well in this test. I know it very well.... :(
Next week most excited lo... Monday Bio, Wednesday Chem, Thursday PA1 and PA2... After that, raya holiday!! Woohooo! ^^
Lots of funny thing happened this week. Cheak out my class blog! XD
Hmmm...just finish MathT1, Phy and Muet test this week. Tmr will have MathT2 test... hope i can do well. XD just got back MathT1 result Monday ago.. Still boleh tahan la... 23/40. (3rd highest in class, but not in the whole STPM course ^^) but still have 10 marks with teacher which he gave us spot test Tuesday ago... 2 Partial Fraction question... I guess i'll die on this spot test... T.T
I thk tmr Phy teacher will give bk phy test marks. Nervous nervous nervous!!! By the way, I did not do well in this test. I know it very well.... :(
Next week most excited lo... Monday Bio, Wednesday Chem, Thursday PA1 and PA2... After that, raya holiday!! Woohooo! ^^
Lots of funny thing happened this week. Cheak out my class blog! XD
Friday, August 21, 2009
Holidays + Stress
Today is my last day of schooling before the sem break. It's jz a 1 week break, but then my lecturers giv me assignment like for half year break! After holidays still got test somemore! AIH!!!
Will be going bk to kemaman tomorrow, but still have to bring lots of book back to study... T.T
And, Xi left M'sia today... Xi, sorry for never sms u b4 tat, cz my hp out of credit! T.T DO take care over there, and i'll miss u a lot! U too must miss me! XD hehe...
Stress out today... act weird... dnt knw why... aih....
Will be going bk to kemaman tomorrow, but still have to bring lots of book back to study... T.T
And, Xi left M'sia today... Xi, sorry for never sms u b4 tat, cz my hp out of credit! T.T DO take care over there, and i'll miss u a lot! U too must miss me! XD hehe...
Stress out today... act weird... dnt knw why... aih....
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