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Wednesday, March 18, 2009

The road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I-
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

After thinking for a long time, considering everything, finance, future, possiblity as well as my ambition, I've decide to choose Form6 rather than A-level. Sorry friends, i didnt keep my promise as I know that we were so happy discussing together last year, thinking of we'll study together, having grounp study... But now, i've change my mind. As you know, i didnt did well in my SPM, and i've lost my confident in myself... I dare not dream for scholarship in the future after preU studies, and my family cannot afford the fees for private U if i go for A-levels since i've broken the track of local-U.

For those who know my ambition, doing A-level will lower the percentage for me to fufill my dreams while doing STPM, i can still put my hope on local-U if i can do well in STPM. At least there's still hope. Entering private U will be a really large burden for my parents. I dont wan them to be burdened as they are getting older and older. Although they bought an insurance for me, but that will not be enough for my ambition.

So, the last chance for me is STPM. If i didnt apprciete this last chance, I'll just have to let go my dream and simply take a course... Again, sorry to my dearest friends! but we can still meet as i'm taking Form6 in KL. ^^ Hope you all will be understanding. It's not easy for me to make this dicission and i've struggle for days and nights for this. Thanks God for leading me in this. And friends, wish me goodluck! *love*

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

dat's ok, baby.. i understand.. you don't worry about us lar.. just do what you think is right for yourself.. after all, the person living your life is yourself.. if anyone says anything else, tell them to so and F off.. cos they have no say in your life, girl.. you take care and see you soon^^

Siaw Yue said...

thanks dear... love you! muacks! ^^

Jia Ying said...

Well, it's your choice anyway. Don't worry, no matter what your decision is, i will always support you! Jia you! ^^

Siaw Yue said...

thx! thx very much! i love you all!! ^^

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