When I was there, I don't feel good. I feel like coming back here, alone is better. I'd rather stay here alone without all of you. You all keep on nagging and nagging, non stop! Seems like I'm the one that bring bad luck to the family. Yea I know! I did!
Today when I'm suppose to come back here, alone, I feel lonely. I don't want to! I wanna stay with you guys. Who cares about those nagging?! I miss you guys!
I couldn't find a balance. When Friday comes, I can't wait to go back! Every Saturday, I can't wait to come back here in Sungai Long, and on Sunday, when it's the time for me to come back, I don't feel like leaving. I hate this feeling! I must overcome these! The only way is to resist on Friday! Don't go back, and it cuts of a lot of suffering....
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