TANK - 会长大的幸福

在 夜市里逛地摊 送你一副耳环
你很喜欢 一整晚笑声不断
陪 你看电影哭完 戏里相爱好难
你很感慨 现实会害人离散

你说浪漫 和贫富无关
是心让爱灿烂
在捷运车站 不在乎围观
感动亲吻起来

要你拥有会长大的幸福
一天比一天像公主 梦都被满足
为你种下会长大的幸福
让今天担心你的朋友
明天笑闹着 嫉妒

为你 生日的夜晚 亲手料理晚餐
你真可爱 很捧场吃两碗饭
你 电话有点摔坏 一直想帮你换
努力加班 你心疼得泪打转

你说浪漫 和贫富无关
是心让爱灿烂
在捷运车站 不在乎围观
感动亲吻起来
要你拥有会长大的幸福
一天比一天像公主 梦都被满足

为你种下会长大的幸福
让今天担心你的朋友
明天笑闹着 嫉妒

爱是送你会长大的幸福
用生命为你变魔术 永远被保护
牵手围住会长大的幸福
看它开花结果变大树
我们唱着歌 欢呼

为你变魔术～

[I remember, the promises, and i wait, patiently]
[I remenber, the promises, and i give my best to give]
^^

Sweet~~

Finally we went out, just us! XD *happy*
I've been looking forward to these time and finally we made it! hehehe~~

I love the journey, I love the walk~
I love the movie, I love the dinner~

I love the journey, I love the lunch~
I love the movie, I LOVE YOU! XP

I love every moment that we spent together, as long as it's with you~~

Thx for the sweet moment~ ^^

Who Are You?!

Stop acting like my father
Stop annoying me
Stop teasing me
Stop your nag as well
Stop your bad attitude
Stop talking much
Stop giving comment
Stop thinking you are always right
Stop scolding
Stop being stupid
Stop making us to hate you

Stop everything, but start to close your mouth and do your job.

STOP! STOP!! STOP!!!

That's enough!

Personal Economy Crisis~

Was sick last month, and spent a lot of money to see a doctor~ Medicine, scanning, medical check-up and bla bla bla bla... Used up lot's of money! Let me think, hmmmm around RM500! I totally don't have that much money in my account because I bought a mp4 during PC Fair... *regret* I was force to borrow money from my sister... In May, Once my dad bank in money for me, I immediately return the money to my sister (they're working and need money as well, not good to owe them money also).

So, in the early of May, I left RM200 for the whole month! Yea I know it won't be enough...(at first i tot i can live with RM200 for the whole month, everyday Rm1.90 rice marr...) I FAILED! lolx~ Serious homesick so i went home, bought ticket used up RM60++. Register for MUET Examination RM60. RM80 left. Deficit also lolx~ now still owe my sos RM260. =.="

June is coming! Wait my dad bank in money for June, 1st i'll return money 1st. Rm440 for June, should be no problem cause will have 2 weeks holiday... maggi mee can save a lot! XD

Wait this deficit being balanced and no more crisis, I'm going to buy myself something that I'm dreaming for these days ^^ (my wishlist is still very long~~ :P)

~~~my little wish~~~

* 'Crunchy' Chocolate *

[Never eat for quite some years~]

* Famous Amos biscuit *

[Smell good, taste GOOD!]

* McD Spicy Chicken Mc Deluxe *

[Maybe will have a double? haha!]

* couple of nice Tee *

[some of mine worn out T.T I love them!]

* an A4 size tray *

[for all my notes and tutorials]

* bubble milk tea *

[i miss them!]

After STPM, I'll be going for some part time job, earn some money and buy my things!!! hooray! ^^

~~~my big wish~~~

* VIAO laptop *

[a pink one preferable]

* camera *

[normal digital cam or DSLR? hmmm]

* watch *

[ i want BABY-G!]

* handphone *

[mine is having problem now T.T]

Wait i've earn enough money, I'll get myself all this stuff! wahahaha~~

Wish me luck while going through this crisis and hope that my dreams will all comes true! ^^

Moved!

Last Friday, that was 28th of May, I had moved from Genting Court to PV12(Platinum Lake Garden). This is a nice place, new and "look" high class~ However, it is not as high class as we think. I'm living in 24th floor, corner lot facing the Pasar Tani. It is SO noisy in the night! Even 3am there're still someone singing out there. I won't mind if their singing is like Jay or Taylor, but NOT! They are all William Hung! OMG! (btw, no more singing today...mayb they'll have it only during weekends. but that's alr ENOUGH!)

Another worse thing is, KLMU(I don't even know what stupid college or university is this) rented several houses as their hostel. This reall freak me out! Housing area, become hostel. (M's hostel some more... =.=") The students are really noisy! Running here and there, shouting and laughing. I would say they're like primary school students. CHILDISH! Don't they know they're actually disturbing others??!

Besides students, there are lots of foreigners. Nigerian mayb. They come in bunch! BUNCH! some of them are really "hamsap"! duh~ PV12~~~

The last thing i hate is, the traffic here... Not convenient at all! no bus stop, means no metro bus or rapid KL, college bus only 1, which I cannot rely to go for class on time. =.=

Half year, after this half year, I won;t be coming back to this place. NO MORE!!! NO MORE TARC!

XX 不只是两个人的事
很多事情都需要考虑到
不是你说了算
不是你想要就有
不是X得深就行
坚持下去也不一定有用

这就是现实的人生
认命吧！

Idiot!

We study together,
We read together,
We have our class together,
We listen together,
We have the same lecturer,
We use same books,
We spent same time,
We do same thing,

but why we have different outcomes?
cause there are smarts and idiots in this world~

Follow what your heart and mind want??

"Just do whatever you like. Don't care about the others"

Can we really do as what this line says? Can we really take no considerations of the others, but only ourselves? Can we really have no bother by other things?

I HOPE WE CAN! but actually we cannot. Such selfish act should not be accepted...

I wanted to read, but there's other things else that I need to do. I can't just leave if a side! I wanted to study, but my time is occupied by other things. I can't just leave it a side! I wanted to rest but I have no chance to. I wanted to hang around but i cannot.

WHY?! WHY?!?! WHY?!?!?!
Why must I live a life like this? Why must I??

I'm going to burst! SOON!

Can anyone donate me time? extra 2hours for a day will do... 2 hours for my own stuff...

清明节

太公太婆

好多东西要烧哦！

婆婆

有更多要烧给婆婆的！

怡保猪肉沙爹！好吃！

远近驰名的鸡丝河粉。

我的最爱！芽菜鸡！赞赞赞！

今年我们第一年回怡保做清明。[其实我们是在几年前才开始办清明，因为4个公公婆婆都还在世。如今只有外公外婆]由于之前爸爸忙于工作，加上某些私人原因，我们都很少回怡保。直到两三年前，婆婆病重，我们就很常回去见她。两年前她病逝了。。。我们的关系虽然并没有很好，但当见到她那生病的样子，她躺下的样子，谁都会心软。。。

去年我们没有回去办清明原因是‘南巫佬’说新山不能拜，搞得连久山也不需要拜了。所以去年我们也没去葬在甘马挽的公公。

由于公公是基督徒，我都没见识过道教的清明。今年终于让我打开眼界！今天凌晨3.30am，我们就从吉隆坡出发到怡保。到怡保家已经是6点多了。看见二伯和两个伯母。等大家梳洗后就出发到坟场去。原来除了去祭拜婆婆，我们还会去见太公太婆。兴奋兴奋！今天我才知道原来太公的名字叫‘张武有’，太婆姓‘方’，叫‘观娇’。所以我很有可能是陈龙的亲戚哦！哈哈！

我们从太公太婆的坟开始，先除草，清理，然后爸爸他们就在四周围插香，蜡烛等。把所有食物摆上祭台后，等一会儿就开始把金银珠宝倒在一起，然后点火烧。哇！对我来说很壮观，毕竟没见过嘛。。。（山芭到死哈哈！）烧完后我们就走到婆婆的坟去。同样的清理干净然后祭拜。（我们没烧香，只是献花。）

这算‘第一次’的经验还不错！过后我们回家冲凉然后就去吃午餐。超想念怡保的食物！超赞超赞！

等待

今天 STPM 09 的成绩放榜。早上学校还算冷清，没什么人来直到我们午餐时间结束。
和大伙吃完午餐后，回到PRE-U， 还是很少人。原来成绩要等到两点才公布。
两点刚好我和雪没有课，就只好在 reading room 等他们有上 Physics 的。
从 reading room 可以很清楚的看见 office 发生什么事。
我们看见人潮越来越多，气氛越来越紧张！
当年我们等待 SPM 成绩的情景一一浮现在我脑海里。当年的失落，生气，失望和伤心，我永远都忘不了！
那感觉，是如此的真实！
加上今天拿回上一次 Chemistry 考试的分数，我更讨厌我自己！

明年的今天，我会是怎样？历史从演？
不！我不要！
但...我觉得我做不到。
现在我已经跟不上课程了，更何况是以后会有更多的东西要学？
数学和化学，我的致命伤！
生物，我不够勤劳，也勤劳不起来...
PA，我无可奉告。
MUET，我的程度还停留在中5，完全没有进展。

我需要一个好的读书环境！我不想被人打扰！我需要更多的时间！

Our Super Here nowadays. MUST SEE!

Great Great Disappointment for SI2!

Woke up early today, wanted to go back to SI2 for certifying my certificate for the personal update of co-cu in TARC. First I went to a photostat shop to photocopy all my certificate. The worker there, really! No words can describe! Like turtle, the movement i mean.

When I reached my school, I was so happy to go back, going back to that place. All the memories, happy, sad, excitement, disappointment, everything! I can say all that memories are sweet for me. ^^

Unfortunately, things never goes that well until i reached the office. All clerk that I know wasn't there but all new faces. Doesn't matter, as long as I can get my thing done and go to find some of my teachers. I step forward and ask for "pengesahan" from PK.Koko Cikgu Alias.

"Hari ini tak ada orang. Semua sibuk kat dewan. Ada program."
"Pukul berapa boleh saya datang balik?"
"Sepanjang hari sibuk"
"Jadi, boleh saya ambil balik buku koko saya?"
"PK.Koko cuti seminggu. Datang balik minggun depan"

Wah! The clerk's face, like charcoal! I wonder why such people can work in SI2. Really mempersiasuehkan! Today only I knew most of my teachers were transferred to another school. All the good teachers were sent to the so call Sekolah Elit.

Sekolah Elit: Once the school is set up, only those who got 5As in UPSR(for malay) or 8As in PMR can enter. Which such condition, how can that school not elite? (and only malay can enter this school)

However, this school wasn't that elite also. The result not better than us also. No wonder they have to transferred our good teachers there.

What can I say today is, really GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT for SI2. First time, I have such feel towards SI2. *sad*

名言

有人说：爱其实很简单！

有人说：只要喜欢，开心就好！

有人说：只要他开心，我无所谓。

有人说：就算死，我也要得到！

有人说：能学习放下，才是宝贵。

有人说：时间是良药，能医治所有受伤的心。

也有人说：变心会开心！^^

放开咯！^^

我真的办得到了！我办到了！

不必再避忌你们，因为我心无歪念。
不必再逃避你们，因为我不再在意。
不必再装模作样，因为我自由恋爱！^^

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IT'S SPECIAL!!! XD

心动 v.s. 变心

我，心动了吗？
我，变心了吗？

心动·变心，
是同一时间发生的，
但，它们是发生于一瞬间，或是日积月累？

我想不清楚。。。
也不是很想去想它，
免得会很烦。

变心，是迟早的事；
心动，会否发生呢？

若我心动了，
若只有我在心动，
若他发现我心动了，
或他不知道我心动了，
若大家都心动了~

我现在的心情，
谁能理解，
谁能明白？

变心会开心吗？
心动会幸福吗？

想不通~

My 19th birthday celebration!

21/1，我的生日！
今年所得到的祝福最多了！
开心开心！
感谢所有的朋友，谢谢你们！

在19/1，希刚到马的第二天，
约了我，莹，盈和强他们到双峰塔去。
原以为只是个简单的聚会，
谁知她们早已有安排要和我庆生！
真让我大吃一惊！
开心开心！
他们把我骗进SECRET RECIPE，
然后莹和盈假装上厕所，（其实是去写生日卡片）
只留下我和希。
不久她们回来了，吃饱后。。。
店员拿着一片蛋糕来，
我才恍然大悟！（之前曾怀疑为什么她们好像鬼鬼祟祟）
朋友，谢谢你们!

21/1
今天9点课，上的是生物实验。
一进到班上，看见大家身上的黑衣，
哈哈！本班传统，每次有人生日都会穿一样颜色。
还好，我刚巧和他们穿了一样的颜色，才显到我没那么特别！
心想他们应该会在小修时间耍花样，只好等咯~
上课上到一半的时候，MSHEE突然叫我到办公室帮她拿东西。
一当然爽快的就答应啦~
一开门，SAKAI林德祥站在门口，拿着蛋糕盒，
黄德辉跟在后面，手里拿着一个蛋糕!
顿时，好感动！真的好感动~
被他们吓到！

以下是本班BLOG，有一些照片，欢迎观看哦！
http://tarc10s2a-rians.blogspot.com/2010/02/happy-birthday-to-van-class-rep-vivian.html

Miss Kemaman 2009-Presented by Kemaman Kwang Tung Association(Youth)

Presenting to you, our very Miss Kemaman 2009 brought to you by,
Kemaman Kwang Tung Association (Youth)

2nd runner up, Susan Teoh (91GenGzZz)

The helpers~ (91GenGzZz)

No.13 Soo Ehaun (91GenGzZz)

After the event, so let's have some fun! XD

Helpers~ (91GenGzZz)

All the helperssssss.... (91GenGzZz) ^^

1st runner up.

Ching! XDD

No.3 Kok Shuh Hong~ (91GenGzZz)

Right after the event, taken in the back stage~ ^^

This is sooooooo cool! XD

The 3 from 91GenGzZz... ^^

After settle everything, of course we'll go for yum cha time! hahaha.... ^^

Noob Peng~ XD

I love this pic! A lot! heee... 1..1/

Dearest naima~ ^^

Shuh Hong~~~ haha!

再袭

通常一个地方被炸，就不会再被炸第二次，因为第一次的杀伤力太大，把所有的东西一次过炸光光。

这种说法，有时也会例外。可能性有两个。

1. 第一次的杀伤力不够强，该被炸的还没被炸所以要炸第二次。
2. 杀伤力太大太大，大到无法收拾。

我的心有如那被炸过，然后再炸第二次的地方。。。痛！用在我身上的话，肯定不会是第一个可能性，因为炸在我心里的，它的杀伤力绝对是有分量的！

我没有勇气面对，所以只好选择逃避。。。因为害怕在你面前流泪，所以没有勇气与你见面。。。何时，我变得如此脆弱？我也不清楚。。。我讨厌现在的我。。。

A sudden flash back

Yesterday I was checking those photos in my phone and I discover many memorable and unforgettable memories... {EXAM}!!!

Test 3 time table...Written in the calender on my table....

Doing Math T2 exercises... Scary~~

I cooked this 3am in the morning. Too hungry, and sleepy so eat Maggi. Haha... XDD

Yummy yummy~~

Chocolate + Chemistry. For a better memorization~~ XDD

Woooow~~

To save some time of going out to buy food......

That's why i cooked myself. Instant noodle + fried egg with hotdog~ YumYum!!

Too stress doing Math T, so steal some time to take some random pictures~~

Yea, i use this to encourage myself, and also my friends!!
(Xue, Queenie, Siang, TongSeng, WeiJia & TeckHuai)

Actually during exam, it was quite fun also! I enjoy it! ^^