Listen-Beyonce

VERSE 1:

Listen

To the song here in my heart

A melody I start but can't complete

Listen

To the sound from deep within

It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come

For my dreams to be heard

They will not be pushed aside and turned

Into your own, all 'cause you wont listen

CHORUS:

Listen

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I've followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own

VERSE 2:

You should have listened

There is someone here inside

Someone I thought had died so long ago

Oh, I'm screamin out

And my dreams will be heard

They will not be pushed aside or worse

Into your own, all 'cause you won't listen

CHORUS:

Listen

I am alone at a crossroads

I'm not at home in my own home

And I've tried and tried

To say what's on my mind

You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I've followed the voice you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own

BRIDGE:

I don't know where I belong

But I'll be moving on If you don't, if you won't

Listen

To the song here in my heart

A melody I start but I will complete

CHORUS:

Oh, now I'm done believing you

You don't know what I'm feeling

I'm more than what you made of me

I've followed the voice you think you gave to me

But now I've got to find my own, my own

$.$

I've got my salary last Thursday. Yeah!

See, i've work for month alr... Time flies! This means that our SPM result is coming out soon, and i'm gonna leave KMN soon oso...(only if my result is more than 5As', but i just dare to target 1A) *sad*

This is the phone that i'm looking forward. I'm still wondering which colour should i choose. But i thk white will be the first choice. ^^ Any comment?

I wonder when i should buy my phone~~ after taking the result? Or before? Pros and cons available:

1. If my result is bad, my mom will scold, and mayb will not allow me to buy the phone(although with my own $) So buy before will be good.

2. If my result is good, mayb i can get some rewards from my dad. Yay! so i can save some mony for my cloths! thus, buy after is prefered.

So, anyone can help me with this?? T.T

Results!

Today i read a news from NST. Stated there the SPM result will be announced on end of 2nd week of march. Since NS 1st batch is coming back on 11th March, means result will be coming out around 12-4 March. Very nervous ar!!!

I'm feeling like very unconfortable... Watch movies, play games oso have no patience... Feeling bored to work anymore... aih... GOD! SAVE ME!!!

Ar...Ar...Ar...Ar...STRESS!!!

Mistake**

Aaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggg!!!! I had a bad day today... sobsob**
Here's my story:

Yesterdaa night, i slept around 2am, after i done with my movies. Before i go to bed, i remember that i DO set the alarm, not just my phone alarm but oso the clock! I "fainted" once i jump up to my bed and gone into my dream land. I realize nothing until i wake up naturaly. At first, i was thinking "what a nice day!". I took up my phone, wanted to find out the time, and what i saw is 10.30am. OMG! It's alr 10.30am! i quickly jump up, rush to the toilet and start "Peeing". [hehehe] While i was peeing, i start to plan which place i should go so that no one will realize i'm late to work. (I have 3 place to go, *KSB*, *Pertama* or *Impian*) Suddenly, an evil thinking came out from my mind, should i brush teeth and bath as it may take a long time? If i do, i may reach the office by 11.30 and 1pm will be the lunch time. Which way should i go? The boss will not be in where right now?? Thanks God, i remember that the Impian boss said he'll be going for site visit today, i decided to go to Impian. Next, should i brush teeth and bath??? Alright, i'll brush my teeth but bath, sorry i have no enough time for you! After done changing my cloth, i rush into my car and drive at the speed of 80km/h. Even when i'm at a junction, i drive at the speed of 60km/h. Yea, i know this is extreamly dangorous, but i have no choice! I have to!

I reach the office aroung11am. Another problem occur! I saw the big boss's (man sok) car out there! He's the boss for both Impian and Pertama. I wonder where he'll be. Since Pertama is like a shop, located on the ground floor, i dare not walk infront of it. i'm affraid of if man sok was there. I stood infront of the staircase, the entrance of Impian, and I try to see if man sok's shoes is there. Thx God again! He was not at Impian! Whew... I walked up, and see another two staff here. They were so surprise to see me and ask me why i'm late. Of course, i tell them the truth. Hehe... They told me Mr Lim(Impian's boss) ask them "where is Vivian" and they tell him that i'm at KSB. Wakakak!!! Luckily i reach after 10am cause Mr. Lim went for site visit around that time.

Since i'm rushing, i forgot to bring my water bottle! *cry* I'm thirsty now!

So, how you guys think of me today? I'm totally in bad luck i think! However, tomorrow i'll not be late anymore, cause i have took a half day leave. Will go back to sch! Yah!

91Gzzz

I listened to a song just now while coming back home from office, that is Graduation by Vitamin-C. Oh God! I just realise that we had no meet for weeks, or months?! i miss you guys! Everyone of you, I miss you all, 91G! looking back, I really have to thanks you all for giving me such a nice memories during our last year in secondary school! I really like it and even love it! i appreciate it very much... But, there's no more chance for us, all of us to do all this again... This is really very sad right?

I don't hope we'll lost contact after we enter different college, choosing different track for chasing our dream. Guys, here's a video for you all. hope you guys love it! And please don't forget the time that we have had together. Pls!!! *beg*

Working

Haha... I've got my own computer in office, and now can online alr! sooooooooooo happy! ^^
As you knw, i'm now blogging at office! ( Boss not around today) Kakakaka... This is the best time i have ever had in the office... Lol!!!

Promise?!

Hee... sorry for not keeping my promise.. really sorry frens! i'm really busy right tis moment. so just can write a brief description for my working place! (i'm working now while waiting for our SPM result)

My company name is Pertama, but i'm not just working for this company. I oso work for Impian and Handal as well. (the brothers own these companies, i work for them but only 1 of the boss pay me! sad~) so what do i work??

- some simple, really simple paper work
- file in those document
- as a walking dictionary
- reply some letter for them(i love this! will tell u more later)
- playing games (is the boss is not around)
- watching movie! (this is when i'm in the office alone)

So, this is what i do during working, and my salary is RM750! sounds great right? yea, it really does! Haha... So my dream will come true in a month, i guess. (i'm planning to buy a new phone!)

Well, the thing that impress me is, i work at a site! you are right, the site tat ppl constructing bulding. the 1sty time i went there, the site manager bring me walking around the area and i'm wearing an engineer's hat. know which type? i guess you knw, those we can usually see ppl wearing (those bangla), it's yellew in colour, but for the staff, it's white while the visitor's will be in blue colour. For your information, Pertama is a company tat selling hardware, while impian is a contractor company and now, we were constructing the Handal's building.

now, you guys got the idea of what i'm working as? i'lk tell you more when i'm free! and i try to get some photos for you all. I promise!!! ^^

I'm Back!!!

Hello everyone! I'm back! long time didnt blogging alr... sorry wor..
hehe...(busy mah...)
after CNY, so boring... jz sit at home but luckily, i'm going to start working tomorrow!!! ^^