我有我的计划！
为什么要干涉我？
我并没有说我不要做工，只是我去玩了过后就会在吉隆坡找...

对，我知道你是担心我，但可不可以让我自己决定我想要做的事？
就这样，我所安排，所计划的一切将被破坏...
真的我不是不要做工！
九个月假期难道我不怕闷吗？我当然怕！我一定会找工的嘛！

以前你擅自帮我安排工作，问也没问就叫我去做；
现在你安排我去见工！

当初一考完试我已经搞输过你我的计划，你不作声。
如今你不当一回事！

你要我如何是好？
我真得很乱，真的不知该如何是好.......

思

凌晨4.30，我一个人还没睡...

突然有很多的想法，很多的感触。

我恨自己没有遵守承诺，再出去读书之前我告诉自己不能再懒散！

我要好好读书！4A绝对不是梦！

我没有好好把握机会...

我走回旧路，堕落！

就这样最后的机会落空~

成绩还有三个月才出，但我大概知道自己是如何收场。

MUET？更加不用提...

刚看到一个status:

You can take your time to success, but how much time you parents have?

对，非常对！

爸妈，对不起...这句对不起我说得很愧疚...

原以为SPM的教训后我会改过自新，谁知我好是老样子...

做医生的梦poof灰飞烟灭~

不敢想了...

连大学拿不拿到都是一个问题

拿不到，家里好有钱供我读书吗？

你们都不年轻了

是，我不忍心看你们辛苦供我读书...

真的走头无路，只好出来做工咯，不用再浪费时间...

Broken heart

Every time your words are hard don't you realize it? Our thinking is become totally different! TOTALLY! Since whenever you said we're off different way, we should stop from what we are... We've made things to become worse.

Hope, there's no more hope... I won't hope you for anything! You and I we've back to our own comfort zone and I think we're no longer need each other... Since you have your own things to do and you said you're not free to entertain me, fine I get you... I was too naive~

I'm so stupid so useless!! STOP!! I said i will never cry!!! NEVER!! So stop now!!!!

I'm back yo! XD

Long time never blogging~ Really loooong time... Few days ago went out yumcha with 91G, JiaYing told me she've not read xixi's blog for a long time... Me too!

When i wanted to read, i found JiaYing's blog is locked! how come~~~ T.T unlock it ler i want to read~~

Yingz also changed her blog address... Luckily she sent it to me :) thanks! hee...

Really bored to stay home, doing nothing... Though these few days the whole house is busy with my sister's wedding preparation, still i feel boring... Raining everyday, making me feels so lazy~~~