Never been here to vent my anger as well as speak out my feeling!
~~aaarrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!~~
Stress out! So many things happened recently which I thought I can deal with it, which I thought I won't give a damn.
Why are you acting in front all of us? You think it's funny to wear on a mask? I bet you're being suffer too! So why are you doing all this? Can't you just, be nice, be true to us? You always tell me this people bad that people not good. How about you? YOURSELF??? Treat others well so that others will treat you good too!
Am I that naive? I believe you... I trust you...
Why do I care you so much?
Why am I getting jealous?
So many why in my mind...How to ask? I tried to ask one of my question, end us the answer upset me... I really get disappointed with the answer.. What a lame excuse!
Just tell me the real answer! DO NOT TRY TO CHEAT ME! I'm not stupid when you're lying to me, you're actually insulting me! F!
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Sunday, August 29, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
1st week end of August
Went back to Kemaman 2 days ago to celebrate grandma's 77th birthday. Ah Po, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^
Reached Kemaman late night.. The next day, had my breakfast in my favourite place, Mai Po's Fish Noodle! Yummy~~ As usual, had lunch in grandma's house. All relatives came back and grandma's house full of people! *happy*
Around 3pm, went out to Kuala Kemaman with friends for otak-otak, sata and keropok lekor. Miss them so much! (and the food as well~~) It's so yummy delicious! After that we went to beach. The view there, wow! long time never been to the beach~ I love the view there really!
Follow our family custom, we went to River Bend for dinner.. What a big feast! (eat eat eat and eat!) We've had so fun time together ^^
Although there were something that make me sad, it'll never spoiled my mood! XD
So the next morning, went back to SI2 with wenc and ying to take our SPM cert. After dinner with mom, then we departed... From her eyes, I can see how lonely she is, staying in hometown alone with dad... For years we've been accompanying her, living with her and now, we're all leaving her... It's really sad to see that... I'm very down today... very very down.... kept quiet for whole day...
I know, while i'm having fun in my hometown, someone is feeling lonely, staying alone... I feel sorry... Studying here might be difficult for you, but for me, I think it's much more hard for me.. I'm not much better actually... You're alone here, you can do whatever you want, no one would care what you do.. No burden for you... that's what I actually hope for... Yes i'm staying with my family, but it's not ideal for a student..... just like what happened on me....
8/8/2010, this is my inflextion point. From now on, my life is going up! No longer sliding down! Nothing can influence me anymore! No one can! I'm strong!
Reached Kemaman late night.. The next day, had my breakfast in my favourite place, Mai Po's Fish Noodle! Yummy~~ As usual, had lunch in grandma's house. All relatives came back and grandma's house full of people! *happy*
Around 3pm, went out to Kuala Kemaman with friends for otak-otak, sata and keropok lekor. Miss them so much! (and the food as well~~) It's so yummy delicious! After that we went to beach. The view there, wow! long time never been to the beach~ I love the view there really!
Follow our family custom, we went to River Bend for dinner.. What a big feast! (eat eat eat and eat!) We've had so fun time together ^^
Although there were something that make me sad, it'll never spoiled my mood! XD
So the next morning, went back to SI2 with wenc and ying to take our SPM cert. After dinner with mom, then we departed... From her eyes, I can see how lonely she is, staying in hometown alone with dad... For years we've been accompanying her, living with her and now, we're all leaving her... It's really sad to see that... I'm very down today... very very down.... kept quiet for whole day...
I know, while i'm having fun in my hometown, someone is feeling lonely, staying alone... I feel sorry... Studying here might be difficult for you, but for me, I think it's much more hard for me.. I'm not much better actually... You're alone here, you can do whatever you want, no one would care what you do.. No burden for you... that's what I actually hope for... Yes i'm staying with my family, but it's not ideal for a student..... just like what happened on me....
8/8/2010, this is my inflextion point. From now on, my life is going up! No longer sliding down! Nothing can influence me anymore! No one can! I'm strong!
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