等待

今天 STPM 09 的成绩放榜。早上学校还算冷清，没什么人来直到我们午餐时间结束。
和大伙吃完午餐后，回到PRE-U， 还是很少人。原来成绩要等到两点才公布。
两点刚好我和雪没有课，就只好在 reading room 等他们有上 Physics 的。
从 reading room 可以很清楚的看见 office 发生什么事。
我们看见人潮越来越多，气氛越来越紧张！
当年我们等待 SPM 成绩的情景一一浮现在我脑海里。当年的失落，生气，失望和伤心，我永远都忘不了！
那感觉，是如此的真实！
加上今天拿回上一次 Chemistry 考试的分数，我更讨厌我自己！

明年的今天，我会是怎样？历史从演？
不！我不要！
但...我觉得我做不到。
现在我已经跟不上课程了，更何况是以后会有更多的东西要学？
数学和化学，我的致命伤！
生物，我不够勤劳，也勤劳不起来...
PA，我无可奉告。
MUET，我的程度还停留在中5，完全没有进展。

我需要一个好的读书环境！我不想被人打扰！我需要更多的时间！

Our Super Here nowadays. MUST SEE!

Great Great Disappointment for SI2!

Woke up early today, wanted to go back to SI2 for certifying my certificate for the personal update of co-cu in TARC. First I went to a photostat shop to photocopy all my certificate. The worker there, really! No words can describe! Like turtle, the movement i mean.

When I reached my school, I was so happy to go back, going back to that place. All the memories, happy, sad, excitement, disappointment, everything! I can say all that memories are sweet for me. ^^

Unfortunately, things never goes that well until i reached the office. All clerk that I know wasn't there but all new faces. Doesn't matter, as long as I can get my thing done and go to find some of my teachers. I step forward and ask for "pengesahan" from PK.Koko Cikgu Alias.

"Hari ini tak ada orang. Semua sibuk kat dewan. Ada program."
"Pukul berapa boleh saya datang balik?"
"Sepanjang hari sibuk"
"Jadi, boleh saya ambil balik buku koko saya?"
"PK.Koko cuti seminggu. Datang balik minggun depan"

Wah! The clerk's face, like charcoal! I wonder why such people can work in SI2. Really mempersiasuehkan! Today only I knew most of my teachers were transferred to another school. All the good teachers were sent to the so call Sekolah Elit.

Sekolah Elit: Once the school is set up, only those who got 5As in UPSR(for malay) or 8As in PMR can enter. Which such condition, how can that school not elite? (and only malay can enter this school)

However, this school wasn't that elite also. The result not better than us also. No wonder they have to transferred our good teachers there.

What can I say today is, really GREAT DISAPPOINTMENT for SI2. First time, I have such feel towards SI2. *sad*