Limitation

I have to limit myself on something. I must! I don't wanna let things around hurt myself anymore...

1. Pavilion GSC

• Our 1st date, our 1st movie. Our 2nd valentine which we celebrated it together for the 1st time. Tickets are still with me, and I'll keep it well, in a place where I'll not see it easily. You said:"Every important event for us, we must come back to Pavilion GSC. Every valentine."

So I tell myself, I'll not go Pavilion for movies again.

2. Wangsa Walk Popoyes

• Here is the place we discussed about our future. And when we talked about religion-the main obstacle for us, we both cried. We cried because we are afraid to lose each other. We cried because we don't wanna lose each other. "No matter what, I'm sure we can overcome it together! because I love you..." you said.

3. Loh Pan Mee

• Your favorite food. And because of you, I get to know this dish. It's really yummy licious! Everytime we went to TBR for lunch, this is your 1st choice, with a lot of vinegar! A lot! But I love the taste. And I started to love this dish-Loh Pan Mee.

For now, no more Loh Pan Mee for me! =)

4. Snowflakes

• Again, this is the food you introduce to me. And it is really tasty and sweet! I love it! It was during 14/2.

Thanks for all the happy moment you've gave me. And because of your unfaithful, I grow up a lot.

每一个不敢再爱的女人，一定很深的爱过，看起来好象百毒不侵，其实早已百毒侵身。

Quoted from someone and A.G.R.E.E. with her! ^^

It's time to give my blog a new face! muahahahahaha!!

I wanna make it alive!

I miss you so much~~~ Want to find you, but I don't think it's an good idea... When can we have a chat? Just normal friend chat will do... I miss doing things with you... Anything things... Even when we're just sitting in the same DK, concentrating to our lecturer...

At least, we have something in common......

回到家，有好多感触哦~
开心，伤心，可笑，可惜，可乐，遗憾，难忘。。。统统都从我脑海里涌了出来。

人家说，死前往事会一幕幕的浮现。原来在一段感情结束之前，也会有同样的事情发生。

最近的心情好复杂。我还以为自己快疯了！哈哈！

我，向来就是个开朗的人。无论遇到什么，我都会先笑！（不是敷衍啦 =.=）笑一笑，没什么过不了嘛~

撑下去吧！时间很快的就会把记忆冲淡的！加油哦！

如果我这样做，会让你感到好过一点，我愿意。。。
希望，这不是我一厢情愿；
希望，你至少还有那么一点点的在乎；
希望，能在你心里多逗留一下；
希望，你脑海里还有那么一点点我们的回忆。。。

啊啊啊~~~傻婆！哈哈！想太多，犯贱 >.<"

好啦好啦，我不想。。。很努力的，我不去想，不去看。。。

我很清楚，现在最重要的是什么！
与神的关系！

你们要先求他的国和他的义，这一切都比家给你们。
（马太福音 6:33）

你对她做的，你从来没对我做过。。。
我真失败。。。。

计划，在筹备当中。。。。。

丁当~很爱过

谢谢你从来没有觉得我不够好
谢谢你守护我的每一分每一秒
谢谢当天塌下了 你也会帮我顶着
你的固执 谁才会懂
终于让时间回过头来笑我们傻
等暴雨都要淋过才能逼得人成长
没有地久没有天长 没有最美的花 只有遗忘能让眼泪流光
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是一切
也许以后再也没人比你更爱我
也许以后我也不可能再那样活
每当想起你的时候 快乐都比较多
也许快乐 是时间的幽默
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是一切
多少天 多少夜 爱一个人很难 爱自己更难
清晨醒来所有美梦都不见
很爱过 很痛过 我们为了彼此而活过
你爱我 拥抱着我 却让我看不见星空
我们都 没有错 没有谁比较寂寞
我的世界早已经不是一切

曾经，是多么的美好~~~

记得~林俊杰

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有以后
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到以后

我，撑得有点累了。。。

莫名其妙

Someone asked me to be her gf >.<" I never knew that you have this feeling on me... You know, we are friends, for so many years... I cherish our friendship really..

Furthermore, friendship last longer than couple... Don't wish to lose you as my friend...

I'm sorry...

Recovering~

I'm, feeling better today. Yea better! I'm happy and proud of myself! I removed the girl from my friend list. Not as painful as before when I read all those. I guess, I'm recovering! My body defense system not bad mar... ^^ Uncountable white blood cell! muahahahaha! This is, consider cell mediated mechanism huh? lolx! Biology! It has been a long time ago I touch it...

Have a wonderful chat yesterday night. Yea there's hope when we dream! ^^ DREAM Chong Sin Yue! DREAM! haha!

It's the END

So this is the end of our story? Forcing myself to accept this....Promise me don't delete this blog, just like what you did to our photo in FB... This will be the last thing I hope you do for me...

Why don't you cherish what we have?

And do you know what you've done now it's actually hurting me? It stabs deeply into my heart~~ HURTS!

It hurts~~~~~

You might forget me I know... But bear in mind, I'll always remember how special you are to me....

The 4th day, I hope I'll be better. Ya I'm better now. I know I'm stroung enough to handle this!

Yesterday Pr Joy's preaching: "Why a relationship cannot last long?" I was surprised that the answer was "because human and proud"

Today in office, I think of this statement, very carefully and clearly. Yeah men's pride cause a relationship to be so temporal. When someone chase after pride and glory of himself, he'll try his very best to achieve what he want. As I know, he's aiming for dean list to get the scholarship, and I just knew that the girl is in the dean list too. They'll do better to squeeze themselves into the dean list by this I suppose? I don't know. I was so upset that the girl even add me in FB. Well I'm not that type of tiny hearted, so I accepted her. Why not a friend than an enemy right?

What I'm very clear for now is, I'll set up my own goal, my own vision, run after my goal and glorify God. For everything I have, is because of God. I'll honour Him.

My goal:
1. Quiet down my heart, be serious in God and commit my life to him.(Baptise)
2. Try my best to get a place in Melaka Manipal Medical College
3. Give my very best, aiming for JPA scholarship after first sem.
4. Live a life that I can bring people towards God.

Sin Yue, JiaYou!

How? Everywhere in KL have our memory, every places i go i'll recall a lot a lot.... I dnt like KL! I dnt like Setapak.. I dnt like JJ, i dnt like Tarc. I dnt like pv12, i dnt like every places v've went together.... :'(

Worst

About one month, a few posts in FB, in the same class for one month, borrowing laptop for few times, so now all these replaced our more than one year relationship? Things we gone through together? Things we did together? All these not even comparable to your one month in Sarawak?

I'm really hurt this time... My heart is so painful.... I never feel this pain before.....This I can say, is the worst thing I met...

Trusted someone so much and yet, it jz ends like this... Why do we insist last time? Why? I'm feeling like an idiot now.... Can men be trusted? He was so honest and sincere when he told me all those... I choose to trust him... and now c what happened?

"The girl chase me"

ya so? She chase you and you must accept her? I dnt know... I dnt wan to hate you really... and i dnt wan to lose u as well.... at least, we can be friend... keep in touch...

I must! I must recover ASAP! CHONG SIN YUE! Be tough! Even if ur heart is pain, you can stand for that! Be tough!

Samsung Galaxy Ace

My "big sis" suggested to visit Mid Valley last Saturday because she wanted to get a new wok, and her husband intended to buy a new luggage. Well, we all went there together. Before that I did planned to get a new phone and trade in my SE phone. Guess what? I left my SE home >.<"

I was so moody that I couldn't get my phone on that day. Eventually, my sis told me I can actually don't trade in the phone because it's not at high price. Why not we fixed the phone and use it as a backup phone? Well, not a bad idea! (because I have an excuse to buy a new phone on that day itself!)

After having our dinner in The Gardens' food court, (the food there was no so bad even they're only a food court!) my twin sis and I went to Samsung shop! As I alr know which phone I want, we spent not much time in the shop. Around half an hour there. RM999 for the phone, and I upgrade it to RM1099 which come with 8gb memory card and a screen protector. I ♥ my phone! ^^

The phone is greatz! One thing I don't like is that the phone will sometimes lag when I'm playing games.. I tot 800mb RAM is fast enough? lolx! Who knows?

Up to now I'm still quite satisfy with this phone. hooray! Finally i got my first smart phone! yeah!

Don't be too sensitive. It's not like what I think! You have to believe and trust with no doubt CHONG SIN YUE!!

No I cannot play FB anymore... It'll only develop my suspicious character =(

Why after people gather, they must be separated? 91G, 10S2a, all same case.... aih..... Why relationship between men cannot last long...

Can any relationship between men last long just like relationship between men and God? Yea can, in the blessing of God...

23.03.2011

I hate bad dream! It will spoil my whole day mood! Some more, the dream is so real.... I'm afraid that my dream will come true.... If it's a dream of my dream, I don't mind but it is not! So please....please don't come! Someone please don't act this way... The dream i dreamed seems true if we continue like this... >.<" I can do nothing...

I don't want to be moody! took my McD breakfast, feels better... 23.03.2011, please end soon! I want back my spirit!

Got my salary, feels great! At least something happy happened! =)))))

多疑的我

"只是一个星期，却犹如一年；
表面的问候，牵强的话题；
联络，就只因为要联络..."

以上，都是我自己多疑吗？我太空闲了？我希望是~
因为，那全都是我最害怕的...我最担心会发生的事情...

好累~~

晚安！

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你到底烦不烦？一大堆废话！你讲得做的全部都是对的？！

伸冤

FB 不再是我能够任意发泄的地方了。。。只有在这里，我能把心里的话完完全全的发泄出来！

什么想当年，什么原来，什么不应该，什么 A Level，什么什么什么！全部都是你在讲！
有老公在背后撑腰就很了不起？*$^@(*#&%!T@*&$*@$!

每次要人帮的时候就一副可怜样！在别人背后说别人这个不对那个不该！自己做错的你有讲吗？你老公也一样！整天以为自己就是道理！自己不会做错！你们两个是圣人？

当初要不是你跟妈妈讲STPM有这个有那个，A Level 有这样有那样，妈妈会教我读STPM？我跟你讲我没有！从来没有后悔读STPM！唯一遗憾：STPM 是你提议的。。。

是是是，你的学生最厉害！狗眼看人低的本领更是听呱呱！

为什么没有人要相信我？就只会说我这里不对那里不对。。。。好你们对完。。。所有事情都是我一个人的错！