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Friday, January 28, 2011

28th Jan 2011

Just back from Pasar Pagi! Not as crowded as I expect... Last week already wor before CNY, how come not much people there? And, things are still very expensive! I thought the price will drop cause people usually wanna clear all stock before CNY mar... this year really weird..

Yeah, happy thing, I saw 3 person who seldom come out. Really surprise to see them there.... They are Mr&Mrs Yip(My English tuition teacher) and Dr.Wee. Mrs Yip is doing well, I guess, but Mr.Yip doesn't look good. When I talked to him, I feel his neck cannot move or what? I'm not sure... Just feel that he's not doing so well due to his nose cancer... Mr.Yip, take care!

Guess what? My mom met with her ooooooollllllldddddd friend! i use 'ooooooollllllldddddd' cause she's really an old friend to my mom! They never see each other for 30++ years! Now she's in New Zealand, coming back for CNY this year with 3 sons. And, her mother(the grandma of the son i'm referring to) come and ask me:

"Do have have friend?"

"Yea, I do"

"Boyfriend?"

"Eeerrrr.... No?" (dearrr, sorry~~ My mom was there... hmmmm....)

"My grandson is a doctor, working in Singapore now. He get high salary!"

"Oh, is it? I just finish my "11th place"(STPM), now waiting for result"

"You're still studying?"

"Ya I'm still studying..."

%&^*$(#)@($&*%^&^($*&^%#$*

Do I look that old? =.=" Okay, I look matured, NOT OLD!

Okay, now this young girl is going to Kuantan. Buhbye~ =}

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

回家路上的感想

1月25日,Kok Shi(二姐夫) 的公司摆收工酒。和以往一样,被爸爸笔者去参加。=.=! 唯一不同的是,二姐不再跟我们一起出发。自助式的收工酒,整个气氛都好乱!吃到一半,才看到二姐夫来,二姐却不见人影。过了大概十分钟二姐才来。哦,因为二姐吃饱后要回关丹所以自己驾车来。

妈妈因为要回家做饼,说以我们吃饱就会了。回家前,我拍了拍二姐的肩膀,和她道别。

一路上,我很静;想了很多。

现在要我写出我所想的,我办不到。思绪实在是太乱了。我只能说,今天的感触真得很深,让我很不好受。

到家,妈妈说了一句话:"我真得很不喜欢他们那家人。有钱人讲话,实在是难顶。"

我想:母亲真的很伟大!为了孩子所喜欢的,自己受委屈业无所谓。妈妈,对不起。我不懂该如何帮你,安慰你。唯一我能做的,就是为你祷告。妈,要记得凡是依靠神!我知道甘马挽教会的问题,让你和神的关系也渐渐的远了...我真得很希望你能来吉隆坡!跟我们一起去教会~

Saturday, January 1, 2011

01-01-2011

First of all, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
As usual, nothing special for me on the new year eve. Movies, PC, etc...
However i knew this year is going to be one of the greatest inflection point of my life~
Waiting for result which determine my future, deciding for courses that i would take which holds the rest of my life, entering into the most unforgettable university life like what others told me...
Well, i suppose 2011 will be wonderful and exciting to me!

New year, new start...
If i hold this word 2 years before, i bet i will not be so miserable now... worrying of my stupid MUET and STPM result... (i know it would be bad....) I WANT TO BE A DOCTOR! THIS IS MY AMBITION!
So the consequence is I might forced to let off my dream... My Biology I'm not going to score an A in paper2 in know..... Really sad to think of it T.T What I hope for now is to at least get a B.

If I can get a huge amount of money now, hahahahaha!!! I wish~ [who don't?]

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

我有我的计划!
为什么要干涉我?
我并没有说我不要做工,只是我去玩了过后就会在吉隆坡找...

对,我知道你是担心我,但可不可以让我自己决定我想要做的事?
就这样,我所安排,所计划的一切将被破坏...
真的我不是不要做工!
九个月假期难道我不怕闷吗?我当然怕!我一定会找工的嘛!

以前你擅自帮我安排工作,问也没问就叫我去做;
现在你安排我去见工!

当初一考完试我已经搞输过你我的计划,你不作声。
如今你不当一回事!

你要我如何是好?
我真得很乱,真的不知该如何是好.......

凌晨4.30,我一个人还没睡...
突然有很多的想法,很多的感触。
我恨自己没有遵守承诺,再出去读书之前我告诉自己不能再懒散!
我要好好读书!4A绝对不是梦!
我没有好好把握机会...
我走回旧路,堕落!
就这样最后的机会落空~

成绩还有三个月才出,但我大概知道自己是如何收场。
MUET?更加不用提...

刚看到一个status:
You can take your time to success, but how much time you parents have?

对,非常对!
爸妈,对不起...这句对不起我说得很愧疚...
原以为SPM的教训后我会改过自新,谁知我好是老样子...
做医生的梦poof灰飞烟灭~
不敢想了...
连大学拿不拿到都是一个问题
拿不到,家里好有钱供我读书吗?
你们都不年轻了
是,我不忍心看你们辛苦供我读书...
真的走头无路,只好出来做工咯,不用再浪费时间...


Friday, December 24, 2010

Broken heart

Every time your words are hard don't you realize it? Our thinking is become totally different! TOTALLY! Since whenever you said we're off different way, we should stop from what we are... We've made things to become worse.

Hope, there's no more hope... I won't hope you for anything! You and I we've back to our own comfort zone and I think we're no longer need each other... Since you have your own things to do and you said you're not free to entertain me, fine I get you... I was too naive~

I'm so stupid so useless!! STOP!! I said i will never cry!!! NEVER!! So stop now!!!!

Thursday, December 23, 2010

I'm back yo! XD

Long time never blogging~ Really loooong time... Few days ago went out yumcha with 91G, JiaYing told me she've not read xixi's blog for a long time... Me too!

When i wanted to read, i found JiaYing's blog is locked! how come~~~ T.T unlock it ler i want to read~~

Yingz also changed her blog address... Luckily she sent it to me :) thanks! hee...

Really bored to stay home, doing nothing... Though these few days the whole house is busy with my sister's wedding preparation, still i feel boring... Raining everyday, making me feels so lazy~~~

Monday, October 4, 2010

还重不重要?

想了很久,到自己都不知道自己处于清醒或不清醒...
考虑了很久,都不知道结果会是怎样...
找了很久很久,都找不到答案...

经过昨天和今天,我想我要的答案出来了...
我在你心目中已经不再重要了...
以前说的还能兑现吗?我想我是时候要醒过来了...
这样下去是不会开心的!

问题能不能解决?
试过开口,但似乎不被重视...
难道你看不到问题的严重性?
还是你选择了不去管它?

最终还是被忽略了...
我,不再重要了...

我要解决这问题!请你重视它!
不要以为事情模模糊糊就能一了了知!

一切,都变了...
承诺?哈哈哈哈...开玩笑!

嘴巴说说当然简单!
不要说你,我也做不到...

Sunday, August 29, 2010

BURST!!!

Never been here to vent my anger as well as speak out my feeling!

~~aaarrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!~~

Stress out! So many things happened recently which I thought I can deal with it, which I thought I won't give a damn.

Why are you acting in front all of us? You think it's funny to wear on a mask? I bet you're being suffer too! So why are you doing all this? Can't you just, be nice, be true to us? You always tell me this people bad that people not good. How about you? YOURSELF??? Treat others well so that others will treat you good too!

Am I that naive? I believe you... I trust you...

Why do I care you so much?

Why am I getting jealous?

So many why in my mind...How to ask? I tried to ask one of my question, end us the answer upset me... I really get disappointed with the answer.. What a lame excuse!

Just tell me the real answer! DO NOT TRY TO CHEAT ME! I'm not stupid when you're lying to me, you're actually insulting me! F!

Sunday, August 8, 2010

1st week end of August

Went back to Kemaman 2 days ago to celebrate grandma's 77th birthday. Ah Po, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! ^^

Reached Kemaman late night.. The next day, had my breakfast in my favourite place, Mai Po's Fish Noodle! Yummy~~ As usual, had lunch in grandma's house. All relatives came back and grandma's house full of people! *happy*

Around 3pm, went out to Kuala Kemaman with friends for otak-otak, sata and keropok lekor. Miss them so much! (and the food as well~~) It's so yummy delicious! After that we went to beach. The view there, wow! long time never been to the beach~ I love the view there really!

Follow our family custom, we went to River Bend for dinner.. What a big feast! (eat eat eat and eat!) We've had so fun time together ^^

Although there were something that make me sad, it'll never spoiled my mood! XD

So the next morning, went back to SI2 with wenc and ying to take our SPM cert. After dinner with mom, then we departed... From her eyes, I can see how lonely she is, staying in hometown alone with dad... For years we've been accompanying her, living with her and now, we're all leaving her... It's really sad to see that... I'm very down today... very very down.... kept quiet for whole day...

I know, while i'm having fun in my hometown, someone is feeling lonely, staying alone... I feel sorry... Studying here might be difficult for you, but for me, I think it's much more hard for me.. I'm not much better actually... You're alone here, you can do whatever you want, no one would care what you do.. No burden for you... that's what I actually hope for... Yes i'm staying with my family, but it's not ideal for a student..... just like what happened on me....

8/8/2010, this is my inflextion point. From now on, my life is going up! No longer sliding down! Nothing can influence me anymore! No one can! I'm strong!

Monday, July 26, 2010

26.07.10

Woke up damn early this morning and went out around 7.10am to "hunt" for parking which is near to college entrance. I was so surprise that even I out that early, still there were no parking for me! -.-!!! So I was forced to park back to the place where I used to park my car, *pig*'s resident area. Once I get down from my car, a male pig came out and scold.

"Kenape U orang suke parking kat sini? Kacau betul lar! You see, I dunno how you park your car why so close to my car. How i'm going to go out like this? Jangan park sini jangan park sini! Nanti saya call DBKL saman semua! Sini rumah,bukannye parking!"

I looked at him, I looked at the huge, really huge space between my car and his, I went away without bothering him. Spoiled my mood really! >.<

After MUET class, went down to reading room and found out that our trial timetable is out! Oh around 2 months to go for out trial... It reminds me that I have not much time left... For now i;m going on with my own timetable quite well... Hopefully I can continue on this way.

Once class end, planned to go library together with someone but we quarrel.. I cannot understand him really! I think he feels the same way too... Went library alone, thought can study there but no... Finish 1 chapter of Chemistry then went home.. There was too cold for me, and it triggers migraine! >.< Next time not going there anymore.. better stay in reading room.. more free there and at least nearer to my car..

I hate today!!!!

Saturday, July 24, 2010

Flower Day Fund Raising

Today I broke my own record by reaching school earliest in my life in TARC, that is, around 6am. (Actually we are suppose to reach by 5.30am but~~~ haha!) Met our flower supplier and start setting up our booth. Start from 7.30, we start selling until 1pm. Nevertheless, our hard work do pay off! We successfully earn RM1618 which is our pure profit! *applause*

Really happy to have this experience of selling flowers to the family and friends of all the graduates. From their face we can know how happy they are to graduate or to have someone graduate. This is my first experience of selling this kind of stuff which we really need to persude others to buy from us. Some of them will just buy without hesitation, some of them likes to bargain, and some of them just come over, ask for the price then go away. -.-

A few customers that I remember most because the process of selling flower to them are really fun!

A guy came over.
Client: Got staff price ar?
ShiXue: EEeeerrrrr.....
Client: I want sunflowers with bear.
Vivian: Sorry sunflowers with bear already sold out wor... We have sunflowers in 3 stalk cost RM45, and you can add on a bear which only cost you RM10.
Client: The bear here not cute one... Can I choose this ah? (pointing to the mickey mouse which belongs to another bunch of flower)
Vivian: EEeeerrrrr..... I think cannot. Why not you buy this directly?
Client: I want sunflower wor...
Vivian: Then you can buy 2 lar.. Got sunflower, got micket mouse.. All together only RM100.. You take 2 then give you discount lar RM95...
Client: RM95 ar... RM90 lar easier for change... RM95 so mafan...
Vivian: Cannot lar... Rm100 lar more sinang no need change.. Hahahaha!
Client: -.-!!!

A gradutes came over and actually it's almost time for us to clean up.
Vivian: Yes looking for what flower?
Client: I want to buy flower. How much is this? (Pointing to the selling fast artificial flowers with bear)
Vivian: All this RM55. See you are our senior, discount for you lar RM50.
Client: Ei how you know I'm your senior?
All of us: You're graduating from TarC isn't it?
Client: Ooo.. Yayaya...
*laugh*
Client: Wait ar I need to check 1st whether I have enough money.
Vivian: Oh nevermind the ATM machine is just beside.
Client: I have only RM45 wor...
Vivian: OK lah you're senior, give you extra discount lah! ^^

A mother.
Client: I want to buy this sunflower. (only 1 stalk)
TongSeng: This one RM20..
Vivian: Auntie you see ah, this one only 1 flower then RM20, that one 3 flowers one le only RM45.
Client: You all very clever one hor... Mouth so sweet ar... Ok la Ok lah!

Today is really fun for me.. This experience can be said valueble and memorable for me.. What a waste is that, I never take photo with all the flowers! T.T When I wanted to take picture, someone say me 'fa qiao' >.<

However it's still a fun event for me really~~ *happy*

Sunday, June 20, 2010

17.6.10 - 19.6.10

These 3 days I'm so happy to spent time together~ ^^
Let's work hard together and achieve our dream! JIA YOU!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1st time we take photo together XDD
Bought our shirt in KLCC~ ^^
I ♥ this!

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Do i, annoyed you?
Yea maybe i do......

Gethering 15.06.10

15.06.10, it's Qiang's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIANG! ^^

Went out dinner together yesterday, i'm happy to meet them! Never hang out with them for quite a long time already...

Time: around 8.30pm
Venue: Danau Kota PV12 Nice Coffee Station

There were 8 of us, ONLY lolx!

Since it's FIFA fever, of course they talked mostly about foorball '~'
However, I do enjoy the time hanging out with them! ^^

Monday, June 14, 2010

S.T.O.P.

Stop acting like you know everything!
You know nothing, about youngsters nowadays!
Don't think that you're always right!

Stay OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!
DEAR, get well soon!

承诺

为了前途,为了理想,为了梦想,为了希望;
我要对自己负责任!
今年底的考试,我拼了!
[虽然知道现在才开始准备,有点来不及了,但总比不开始好]

1.每天的功课至少在两天内完成
2.每天温习新教的课程
3.周末决不虚度,要读书
4.没有必要,不上网,不开电脑
5.减少出街的次数
6.12点睡觉,5.30起床
7.加强弱的科目

目前的目标:
即将来临的七月考试
BIO-A
PA-A
MATH-B
CHEM-B
MUET-B5

心悦,加油哦!
[要记住之前的失败,失望,失落与遗憾,才不会让他们有机会在袭]

突袭的快乐+叹息

读回以前自己写的部落格,回想起许多事。

有开心的回忆;
有无法挽回的时间;
有自己曾经做过的傻事;
有自己做过很有成就感的事;
有自己对自己的承诺;
有自己对自己的失望与绝望;
有自己对自己很满意的地方;
有自己很快乐的时光;
有自己痛不欲生的时候;
有朋友们的关心;
还有很多很多...

看回忆前的我,有好有坏...
真想把好的留着,坏的改掉...
看见一千为SPM所立下的承诺,
却没有实现,这是我最最最遗憾的事。

今年STPM,我决不让历史从演!不!绝对不能!
所以,我对自己的承诺,一定要实现!

看回忆前在华文学会所办的活动,真的想念!
我们,还有酱的机会办这些活动吗?
还能这样局在一起吗?

我有一个提议叻...
就是找个大家都得空的时间,再次到CHERATING住个一两天,BBQ!
这次不同的就是我们各自邀请自己在外读书认识的朋友一起来,来个大杂烩!
你们说好吗?哈哈哈!光想就开心咯!
如果真的有这个机会,我一定会把我所有在这里的朋友介绍给你们认识,他们真的很棒!

91G 91G,快快找人安排!等我们所有人考完试,就来办这个大杂烩!开心开心!

H1N1?

发高烧,喉咙痛,咳嗽,伤风...是得了H1N1吗?
不!我不希望是...你一定要快点好起来啊!
多休息,早点睡,多喝水...
功课过后等病好了再顾好吗?
先照顾好你的健康啊~
以你的能力,你一定能把功课追回,不要担心!我会帮你的...
也不要急着回来KL,养好身体才回来...

你一定要快点好起来!我等你回来一起去补习啊~

[担心担心你~~]